Patti La Belle one of the greatest singers ever to exist
and someone I would love to meet sings a song by that title! Sometimes we wait
too long to say "if only you knew", how much I love you!
It doesn't matter
today how often I remember telling my mom "how much I loved her" it
seems it wasn't enough! Its that feeling I am dealing with today! We say
"I love you so quickly that do we actually listen and siphon the words
"I LOVE YOU"!
"I", you're persona, you're entity, you're heart you're being
, yes I loved you mom!
"Love",
this is used so frequently we forget what love truly means! Love is
patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It
is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no
record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. This is
familiar to all believers and non-believers!
Love is like air. You can't see it, but you can feel it. But
more importantly, LOVE makes that person important and
it's absence unbearable! This is why humans have difficulty losing
someone they love. A piece of themselves is missing! They are never whole
again!
"You", well you is an individual! A
special love designed, nurtured, practiced for that entity! Usually another
human, but can be a pet or just about anything living you have become attached
to. However in a human sense, it takes greater meaning !You yes, just
you!
And so today , I can't stop thinking,
did my mother "know just how much she meant to me"!
I left her February 2nd, I kissed
her, said I LOVE YOU as usual never anticipating as I looked in the rear view
mirror as she went with her walker to get the mail, that it would be
my last view of the woman that meant the world to me!
My mom was more than a mom! She was my dad and
my friend! My mother knew things about me I have yet to discover!
With my mom went tradition, values, virtue,
unconditional love, wisdom and my very close friend.
For some reason, I needed to tell you that
today Mom!
Chat soon,
You're son! Dr Q
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