Friday, March 2, 2012
Abilio's View: Almost a month Mom, Updates
Abilio's View: Almost a month Mom, Updates: Therapy is often important to write out you're feelings and in time I can let you go! I still can't believe tomorrow makes a month we lost y...
Almost a month Mom, Updates
Therapy is often important to write out you're feelings and in time I can let you go! I still can't believe tomorrow makes a month we lost you! The last time I saw you was 30 days ago. I have gone longer without seeing or hearing from you, the difference is I know you're no longer there.
Yesterday as Iwas getting more medication as I deal with you're loss at Sweetbay, I looked at stripe and remembered how you made a wonderful dish with that. I also have the rosemary you were growing and I remember the fish head dishes you made with it. Everyday I smell it so I can feel you're presence.
I did not get a chance to say bye to dad. For I am sure multiple reasons both my brother and sister don;t talk to me and she took dad not allowing me to say good buy. I know my brother is driving you're car though illegal and I understand the furniture will be sold and then everything abandoned.I can't sleep nights thinks of how wrong all this is. We could of gone to probate court and done this the right way!
I am so sad that what you worked so hard for is being mishandled. I am so sorry that dad is sleeping in a twin bed somewhere in Kelly's house with a family of 7 instead of his home on his queen bed. He must be ggoing crazy not knowing what is going on though we know he has phase 4 Alzheimer it's still not right!
Robert gets tired of me speaking about the injustice being done, so I write and it helps.There was so much that I still wanted to tell you! Having money in just one of you're children s name means youre youngest son gets to keep the 120k plus and not have to share it with you're children. I am sure you did not know that. To abandon the house , must have you rolling around, but since you were cremated you can't! That was a joke cause I need a joke here and there to continue to make sense of all of this!
I had a sleep study and oxygen test and they need to add oxygen to my CPAP machine! I can't seem to lose weight and have never been so fat in my life. It's my back, leg neck head, you name it mom it hurts and then there is the emotional challenge of losing you!
You're grandson Shaun has medical challenges from the motorcycle accident he had at age 12 and he also is seeing lots of doctors. I don;t think he will be able to work and will no doubt go on disability. He has problems like me with his legs because of 4 herniated disks!
We are all falling apart but we are here and you're not! I still can't go to the steak house because it was our place. I can't do Buffett, but I never really liked it! I did it for you! I have you're cruise picture and you're wedding pictures. Now I have almost the entire history on my wall from when you were 16 until you're passing!
These make me happy! I love you mom and tomorrow I will drop you a line!
Youre son!
Abilio
Yesterday as Iwas getting more medication as I deal with you're loss at Sweetbay, I looked at stripe and remembered how you made a wonderful dish with that. I also have the rosemary you were growing and I remember the fish head dishes you made with it. Everyday I smell it so I can feel you're presence.
I did not get a chance to say bye to dad. For I am sure multiple reasons both my brother and sister don;t talk to me and she took dad not allowing me to say good buy. I know my brother is driving you're car though illegal and I understand the furniture will be sold and then everything abandoned.I can't sleep nights thinks of how wrong all this is. We could of gone to probate court and done this the right way!
I am so sad that what you worked so hard for is being mishandled. I am so sorry that dad is sleeping in a twin bed somewhere in Kelly's house with a family of 7 instead of his home on his queen bed. He must be ggoing crazy not knowing what is going on though we know he has phase 4 Alzheimer it's still not right!
Robert gets tired of me speaking about the injustice being done, so I write and it helps.There was so much that I still wanted to tell you! Having money in just one of you're children s name means youre youngest son gets to keep the 120k plus and not have to share it with you're children. I am sure you did not know that. To abandon the house , must have you rolling around, but since you were cremated you can't! That was a joke cause I need a joke here and there to continue to make sense of all of this!
I had a sleep study and oxygen test and they need to add oxygen to my CPAP machine! I can't seem to lose weight and have never been so fat in my life. It's my back, leg neck head, you name it mom it hurts and then there is the emotional challenge of losing you!
You're grandson Shaun has medical challenges from the motorcycle accident he had at age 12 and he also is seeing lots of doctors. I don;t think he will be able to work and will no doubt go on disability. He has problems like me with his legs because of 4 herniated disks!
We are all falling apart but we are here and you're not! I still can't go to the steak house because it was our place. I can't do Buffett, but I never really liked it! I did it for you! I have you're cruise picture and you're wedding pictures. Now I have almost the entire history on my wall from when you were 16 until you're passing!
These make me happy! I love you mom and tomorrow I will drop you a line!
Youre son!
Abilio
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