Its unbelievable its almost a month since you left us! It will be on you're grandson's name, Shaun for he was born on February 3rd. I know down deep you knew both Sherry and Shaun are my children, but it always hurt when you knew Kelly was because you're daughter had them and who knows what Isabel did and with whom. Mom I can honestly say "Isabel was in love with me"! I say that because I know what being in love with! I am deeply "in love with the man you adored, Rob"! So yes they are my children you're grandchildren and it was on his birthday and mine you decided to leave us!
Since you left division has developed. two of you're children want to abandon the house and car rather than go through probate court, Dad has left for Taunton where both of you hated l living due to the cold. Where he will live is not defined but it will be in a full house. Kelly got her way though you're son and I had agreed he would live in his house and I and Rob would take care of him!
It looks like you're son has moved into the house! It looks for I have been bared from the house, dad and to find out what is happening and to accomplish you're will that was not very well defined I have to hire a lawyer and use the little money I have!
You kept the family as a unit and when you let within 5 days you're pure existence ceased. I apologize if I repeat myself but my therapist says writing to you helps me deal with my own challenges.I had a fear of loosing you since childhood! I could never imagine a life without you! I should of stayed with you for I would be next to you every night and with me maybe you would live!
But I know you hated living in dialysis 3 times a week. You were a woman who hated sitting down too long. You loved shopping , visiting you're family always being busy. To be tied to a machine 3 times a week for 6 hours was not a life you enjoyed. You also were not treated well by you're son who has no patience. I saw you're fear! I hope it was not a pillow and she kept saying he would do to dad that killed you. Sometimes I wonder about my brother by DCF says all is OK, but they have no idea!
Well mom I will continue to fight for what you told me that you and dad were to live in the house until both you die! Rob and I can make sure that happens and I promise you that if I can I will keep pursuing righteous. Between the value of the house and the app. 100k you're son has and the car he can live for a long time. I amazes me mom why my siblings are not thinking this way! But It's Kelly and the mighty dollar!
well I will talk to you on you're anniversary March 3rd!
Love
You're son!
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